urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hazeleyedgirl23 Cori Rose Cori Rose 2006-09-22T01:39:42Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hazeleyedgirl23:767 2006-09-22T01:39:42Z 2006-09-22T01:39:42Z i asked my parents today if i could go back into therapy... but i didnt tell them why. they basically said no. so now its kinda like "you dont take me seriously? then look what im capable of doing..." my mom and dad dont really care when i skip a meal. my mom will actually say "wow thats great!"<br />its kinda annoying but at the same time i can get away with not eating. <br />my three best friends know about my eating disorder but not the extent. one of them used to be ana and she had to go to the hospital. she's gained 10 lbs back since but she still looks amazing. i have a pic of the two of us and her shirt shows her stomach... and you can see her hip bones. major thinspo!!!<br />anyways... have a great night loves.<br /><br />&hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hazeleyedgirl23:504 2006-09-04T00:05:03Z 2006-09-04T00:05:03Z this is my first entry. most likely no one will read it because im not telling anyone about my lj.<br />so basically i hate myself.<br />i hate everything i am.<br />im fat, and i never seem to be able to do anything about it.<br />but thats going to change now.<br />i promise.